love is inevitable.

i looked at his eyes and there it was. a promise of so many beautiful things to happen. 

it took a while though. it made me crazy a bit. i was angry and frustrated and i doubted if it even was enough to go through all this trouble for just the promise. he was there and i was here, in between us was chaos. my friends and friendships were even torn apart.

but within the swirling million pieces of passion, judgement, weakness, excitement and wonder - there was hope. hope that love can be as hyped up as it should be. that the emotions you invest are worth it. that the moments you waste away waiting for it will be just the dismissable past not even worth mentioning when he comes to you. and he did. and it was.

and you realize, this is how it should be. this is what they've had in mind behind the unfathomable fairy tales read to us every night. the magic is not even magical at first sight but it is there. it is real. and it was the best valentine's ever and over and over again.