i would have to admit that i love Ally Mcbeal.

i understand that it is about this skinny little girl with adjustment problems.  i understand that she is the worst role model that any woman should ever have. and i understand that we should all move on in our lives without excuses. but somehow there is truth there.

don't we all hope that the love we had before we met the world to be the love we keep?

and long after we lost somebody, don't we all hope that that person to regret ever losing us? that they don't simply move on and have fabulous lives and wives?

don't we also feel safer alone than in love again? don't we feel safer not knowing if things will turn out okay since it always make us feel so sad stuck in today?

well, i've been there and it is not impossible that i still am and i just don't acknowledge it. but we could all use some advice and/or words of "wisdom" from Ally: 

"the more lost you are, the more you have to look forward to."